When is the last time when you wish to see your boyfriend and it can happens immediately?
It is not even immediately technically,for my case. It is like the day after or so.
Though I know my chances are slim, I still wanna bet against the odds.

It's not even the case that I do not understand the situation here.I fuckingly do.

But putting all rights and wrongs aside, it is so fucking upsetting and disturbing that the so called compromising is still me flowing the schedule.
While I do not often judge whose the more deserving one in my relationship, you have to understand it is NOT easy to be Jason's girlfriend anyway.

It makes me so fucking depressed sometimes that I cried to sleep and upon typing this, I almost wanna bawl in the office!

And to make things so bloody worse, my pc died on me last night for NO GOOD REASON!

To end off, I wondered why do I NOT deserved something nice for a moment!

Fucking off,
Ling